Waking up from 6 hrs of sleep and a feeling that you want to throw up is a pretty good way to start your day.  Obviously, i sprint upstairs for coffee and grab my morning cigarette.  After the Cig, i immediately start to spit up the nasty taste of nicotine/cig left in my mouth.  Too graphic?  This is a normal life of a fcking degenerate gambler.

 

in january, i thought i could change my life.  My goals for 2012 were:

 1.Excercise 5 days a week

 2.Meditate daily

 3.Stop smoking cig

 4.Not to tilt

5. no sports betting

 

1) I figured i could knock out like 2/5.  Im a realist, not a complete idiot. SO lets start with the excercise.  Let me  paint a pretty picture of a 5'6 3/4 200 lb gray haired beast that sits all day everyday and plays poker. Yep, thats me AZNALLIN007!  January 1st i get up and put on my bball shoes to go for a run.  Shockingly, i lasted 30 seconds before  having a minor heart attack.  Give me a break, its the first fcking day and at least i put on my shoes and ran a lap. Having said that, once my grind started i lost complete feeling in my right leg.  COOOOOOOL LIFE Excercising is not an option, so we are 0-1. 

 

2) Now meditating has been great.  I actually have been doing this daily and feel at ease when i start my session. COmpletely relaxed.    1/2

 

3)Cigs, LMAO.  No hope. Tried the patch, insta rash.  Tried the gum, insta puke.  Tried the nicotrol inhalers, and i  would bet that tasting shit would be more appealing.    1/3

 

4)NOt to tilt… Well, i was doing great, but maybe thats because i was winning.  Having lost my last 2 days i lost my cool today.  In fact, i played some pretty fcking dumb hands.  One of which i will tell.  In  50 dollar double or nothing i min raise to 200 with kq off and 1500 chips to start the hand(play is fine).  Some fish flats from middle position(wp spewtard) WITH 23 Big blinds.

 

Flop, A37 rainbow and my plan is to check/shove this flop as this guy bets 98% of the time when checked to in a head up pot. I check, He bets pot which was 595 and i had 1200 and thought i had fold equity. LOL!! Ok Marc, so this guy bets pot on an ace high board and u have kq high and think there is a chance he can fold when u only have 2x his bet.  Yeh im a genius.  Not to tilt was another loss.   1/4

 

5)Now sports gambling. So after this day of pooping money I decided lace up some bets.  I wont tell u the bets, but lets just say i could not name one player on any of the three events i bet.  Two hockey games, and the Newcastle Jets at 12am in the  Australian A league. 1st game at 4:30, second at 7:30 and third at 12.  Do you see the trend?  Gotta have action at all hours of the day as it would be a shame to give my brain a break from all the stress. PUNSIH ME!!I wont say wheter i won or loss, just trying to prove a point. 1/5

 

Needless to say my new years resolutions went to shit.  What can u do.  Gotta get to bed, need to rake heeps tommorow and need  to get that 5 hrs of sleep.

 

PZ

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